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| i miss going to xanga for these kind of blog entries...
(even tho i got this off of a diaryland post i made during junior year while TA-ing because the school blocked xanga so i had to make a d-land to blog during school XD)
" i want to tell you something..
its not much, but its all i have
the details are not that exciting
its quite real to say the least.
no quotes, no sayings, no cliches..
its just REAL talk "
whatever happened to this emi.? | | |
| Possibly one of the worst weekends I ever had...
I hate the fact how you CAN'T choose who you're related to. I'm not going to say anything to pin point exactly who I'm talking about, but for those that know me, know who I'm talking about. It's pretty stupid when I actually think about it, but seriously speaking... how can a person be so stupid and irresponsible? You think you act mature and so "cool." Yet all you're doing is making a fool of yourself.
You're already in college, yet you act, dress and talk like you still in middle school. YOU'RE NOT CUTE.! DRESS YOUR AGE.!! How many times do I have to tell you, "You're just asking for it, you better stop." BUTTT noooo how many countless times do I have to repeat myself for you to actually understand that you look super easy.
PLUS I don't understand how you can tell so many stupid lies and still think you won't be found out. You had to lie to me to say you're picking up a friend, yet you won't tell me the persons name. (AND I found out who it was anyway.. seriously.?! Who lies to say you're picking up BERT.? Of all people, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't even know who he is.) You left your younger sister at home, who's still too young to be left home alone, while you went out galavanting with some guys. All you think about is yourself.
AND what are you in middle school? Seriously. Tell me what person at your age goes online...more specifically OMGPOP, just to hook up with guys. Not to mention your horrible taste in guys.
Tell me, who cuts themselves and takes pictures of it as if it's the "coolest" thing in the world? EVERYONE knows that if you cut yourself, you don't want people to see it. Cutting isn't for show, its the way those emo kids escape from reality and gives them relief. You're doing it just for attention. You always complain about things, you always make me waste money on you, you never listen to your parents. You think that just because you "opened up to them" they're allowing you to do more things, but in reality they're just saying yes because they feel bad for you.
Also, it's not "cool" of you for exposing every single one of your secrets. So for you saying that "I act differently infront of my family members than I do with my friends." Well, HELLLOOOOO DUUUHHH, every normal person does that too. I'm not going to go up to my mom, dad, or my brothers and say "OMG so like the new episode of Arashi no Shukudai-kun was HILARIOUS.! Did you see what they did for Golden Week.?! KYAAA~ MatsuJun was chooo kakoi.!!!" WTF.?! seriously.? Does that sound like a conversation you would have with anyone in the family. You should be punched.... HARD.
ALSO, I know you talk crap about me, you're not slick. Everyone rats you out to me.
You have no idea how heated I was when you made my brother take you to see that stupid movie, just because he would pay for you.
I'm usually pretty tolerable of people's stupidity, however, I'm tired of you and everything about you. I try to help you, yet you always do the opposite. Your dad is right, You have no real friends and the people who you think are your friends are just fake. Your mom is also right, You're a slut.
In other words, this weekend your stupidity got the worst of me. And it's amazing to me to realize that although however mad I was this weekend. The thing that calmed me down, was not the words of someone else agreeing with me saying your stupid, but it was none other than Arashi. Definitely not trying to sound like a raged fangirl right now, but it's true, this past week I was engrossed in nothing but new K-pop (Big Bang, Taegoon, F.T. Island, SS501, etc., etc.) While listening to that trying to calm down, it only made me angrier. However, once Hello Goodbye came on and hearing Aiba go "na na na na na na na na na" It istantly made me happier. | | |
| I've decided...my dorama list on xanga is so outdated haha and i refuse to fix it >.<
sooooooooo Sammi and Jess you won't have to see me constantly updating it XD
I've moved the list over to my vox vox haha just in case you wanted to actually see it XD
its waaay more prettier looking than before haha its alphabetized and everything XD
haha ok i'm just saying...
Sammi... I'm going to find you a cardigan... Gotchalks is going out of business and they have 70% of store wide hahaha :D | | |
| I want to go faaaaaaaarrr away this summer...
without running the risk of possibly getting extremely dark...
but that sure as hell isn't going to happen because that place ensures you becoming dark...
maybe...
theres products for that kind of stuff -____-;
seems as though I have that chance this year to run faaaaarrr away. but my stupid self goes and signs up for summer school... damn should i just not take it... I don't even know when that time I would be leaving is, or when we'd be due for return. Theres events this summer I definitely can't miss. ZETTAI ikenai. But I doubt that I'll miss it cause that isn't going to happen until late summer... maybe we'll be going right after school gets out... I really want to go.........................................................................................
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what to do...what to do...
it's decided... no summer school. I need out of Lancaster.!!
...Shio kaze ni negai wo kakusu no sa" | | |
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